I had a nice long weekend full of rest, so I figured I was nicely refreshed to head back to work today. From the moment I got up, I just felt off. After being at work for about an hour, I started having contractions. I knew right then that this would be my last day, my last shift. My Dr warned me that if they changed in frequency, pain level or anything (I have been having contractions on and off for 3 weeks or so, usually only after a long day)...that I would have to start my leave of absence early.
I got into my Jr High and said goodbye to my wonderful group of kids. I could have dropped a pin and heard it, they were the most silent they have ever been. I got a few hugs and "best wishes", "hope you feel better", "will miss you", and even several "thank you" comments. I was bawling, I really am going to miss these kids. We had our days, but for the most part, they were the very best kids at that school. Humor and kindness can go a long way when dealing with teens, at least that is what I have learned from them. (My friend at work that also drives out of that school, called me and said that one of my kids brought her something to give me, I can't wait to see it.)
I decided to finish my morning route and then went straight to the boss and told him what was up. My friends at work helped me get home safely and then I rested a good chunk of the day. I'm glad I did, those dang contractions (even though they weren't regular) lasted several hours.
My awesome "evil" friend surprised me with seasons 2-5 of the Gilmore Girls and I'm looking forward to watching them. I am so thankful for good friends. Many have been through this type of thing and have given lots of good advice on how to stay sane. I figure as long as I take it easy, my Dr won't have reason to put me on mandatory bed rest. I figured I better quit before it gets to that point, I've been pushing myself too hard for too long anyway. Can you tell I like to be in control? LOL Gotta take it where I can get it!
It will all work out, somehow. I know I have enough to pay the bills next month, it is just the pesky things like food, gas and Christmas that will require a miracle. In my heart I know...Miracles happen every day.
Monday, November 26, 2007
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I'm sure it's not really fun but geez, a little bedrest sounds like it could be nice. Catch up on a few tv shows, watch some chick flicks, read some good books...
Have you read the books in the Twilight series? If not, you should. Those will keep you entertained for a little while!
Does your downtime include avoiding meal preparations? If so, can I join you!?
Seriously, good luck with everything and stay healthy...take care of yourself and that sweet baby-to-be!
You have lots of people who love you. Do not stress about anything! It will be just fine.
Big Hugs!!!
Nope, dinner is still my job lainakay, even more so now that I have all day to deal with it. I'm fine with that, in a way I kind of missed doing it.
I'm determined to find ways to make this time off as enjoyable as possible. I'm getting things together to help keep me busy but rested. I figure a little sewing and papercrafting are going to be the perfect fix for me.
Gwennie--surprisingly enough, somehow it works out. And I know it's what everyone says but I've experienced it in the last few years and even though it sucks incredibly, we somehow continue to make it through. Big hugs to you.
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